After ten months, my love has only grown exponentially. I still can't comprehend how bliss such as this could be possible in such a world, but it is. You make my day, everyday.

I am the luckest motherfucker in the universe. Just as soon as I started to despair, I've realized what love really is. For Doug and for all my friends. I know that even though I've rarely spoken to my family, that tie should never be questioned as well ( Read more... )

I pity the fool that wasn't at Doug's Saturday night. You missed out on sooooooo much more than a mere birthday party. I have a new found respect for the people cool enough to attend.

Today was a beautiful day.

Shiva is the male energy of pure consciousness who needs Shakti to give him form, just as she needs him to give her consciousness. In this way they act as complementary forces, depending upon each other in order to be whole. Their union is the union of energy and consciousness, which creates bliss, and the entire physical and transcendental world ( Read more... )

I wonder how it would feel to make a song like Cold Cold Water and listen to it. Now that I listened to it a hundred times, it's lost disocvery appeal. I don't want to ever forget that feeling. I hope that if I keep listening it doesn't just fade into normality but instead gains something else. We shall see ( Read more... )

I can now die happy because I have found a tangible reason to never stop loving life.

New Years was pretty great. I didn't go to Ali's and see the millions of people there including Doug and some of my closest friends, but I did go to Gaby's and hang out with her, and Jason and Brad. I had a pretty good time. I learned a lot. I love so many people and regret not being able to express that to them all the time. I refuse to allow ( Read more... )

instead of drugs or alcohol though, I am addicted to people. More specifically, friends, but most importantly, my best friends. My favorite people in the world. I need them for my sanity, but even more so to share my thoughts to and to learn from ( Read more... )

I guess you really do find out who your true friends are at homecoming and other stereotypical school dances. I'm proud to say that I have the best ones in the world.