CHRISTMAS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've lost, im losing everything and everyone that matters, and it really is my fault, i guess thats just me, i just want to tell you guys that i love you, two people, especially, i love you girlys

Heehee so i had a wonderufl time talking to Jada yesterday and it definatly made me realize that im pretty luckY! And im sooo happy for Jada!!! And everything thats going on with her! And and and and eeeeeeh yeah im in a really good mood, something happened on Friday night but i dont wanna talk about it and im going to try my best to not allow it ( Read more... )

Everything is just so confusing. Like i HONSETLY have no idea what to do ( Read more... )

The hardest thing in the world is when people move on..

I miss how things were, i miss... i miss everything.

I miss marley the most though... but.. what canya do.

I honestly can say... i dont matter. Right now... thats exactly how it feels.

ILOVEYOUMARLZ!!! Things will get better! Hang in there otay?

Ok so im writing here.. not to complain and not to tell everyone whats wrong with me. I dont even want people to read this... Its just..writing things down helps me alot. Im so FUCKING confused. The one person i thought could never hurt me, definatly just did. Im tired of being lied to, and im tired of being hidden from the truth. Im tired of ( Read more... )

78 days.......

Oh yes.. and my heart as been mended again...

 Ok so im up kinda early... and i was really bored so i decided i would make my journal pretty... and its going to be winter semi-soon.. so i decided to make it wintery!!! and and and ANDDDD!! CHRISTMAS IS IN TWELVE WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Lol i know thats far far away but still omg im so happy,  i love christmas and i love snow and ( Read more... )