I hold on to a small glimmer of hope like it's my last dying breath...

"Rapid Hope Loss" by Dashboard Confessional ( Read more... )

To get him back, I've got to prove I can move on and live without him.

So I must be happy or act like it atleast.

Maybe, just maybe, he'll come back to me.

This day was pretty fun...Or atleast I act like it was.

I was pretty miserable due to my own mind. I couldn't stop thinking about stuff. It makes me want to scream, cry, or just plain kill myself.

I hate love and I hate life.

So I actually called Andrew. He's not mad at me or anything. Him and Autumn are going out. :-/ But he said he gave it about a month to a month a half to last since she does some things he doesn't approve of...Er.So he *might* come back to me if it doesn't work out ( Read more... )

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So...yeah. One day over, thank...whoever. I guess I'm still trying to pick up all the pieces of my so called life.

I don't know how to feel and I wish I were numb to emotion, but I'm not. I just wish this would all disappear.

But I'm not. I'm dying inside...

But no one wants to listen, so what's the point?

I swear, five people asked me that damn question yesterday. All the LET 2-LET 4's had to wear their class B's and stupid people couldn't get the idea that LET 1's DIDN'T have their uniforms yet ( Read more... )