Ah so much has happened ( Read more... )

So life is hell ( Read more... )

things are better, somewhat ( Read more... )

yeah so life sucks ( Read more... )

mmm haven't been here in awhile ( Read more... )

This should end.

Nothing feels right anymore.

It seems he wants me out of his life.

And I wish I could be his life again.

But I'm holding onto nothing but a hope.

I don't see how even after all the shit he's put me through and how many times his memory has brought me pain, that I still hold feelings for him. Ten and a half months we dated, it was the first serious relationship for us both. I trusted him with my life. Then, he met her. I knew it, even when we were going out, that he liked her. I saw how they ( Read more... )

What's the point anymore?

I'm so sad and I have no idea why.