find your happy beginning

[loveclouds]

find your happy beginning
changmin-centric, implied yunho/changmin
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the anticlimactic affair of changmin's suicide.

for oannapantso &hearts :3! a part of suicide!verse and its sort of!prequel. read those first to avoid spoilers :P. and obvious warning: this entire fic is about suicide, rofl.

Comments

[kelseyum]

this seriously just broke my heart. and i dont know why...its not like it was angsty heartbreaking or anything...but just the simplicity and legit anticlimatic-ness of it, it just hurt to think that people are so nonchalent about their life and its importance....but also, like its just way too effing easy to relate to changmin, and thats kind of scary? lolll.

buuuut, im reaaallly glad youre writing alot agaain!! screw school, fics are more important :DD write moooooore i dont even care if its yoomin!, i just want to read more of your brilliance ♥ haha

[loveclouds]

i think it's because it's so easy to relate to it that makes it sad. :( and the knowledge that any of your friends might feel so lonely deep down even if they might not look/act it to your face because they're trying to be kind in their own way. :(( oh changmin. ♥

and LOL I SWEAR, your yoomin won't get written. it's half done, still sitting at 6 pages, and ewoisfd it's been like a year. seriously. LOL I'M SO SORRY ;3; ♥

[kelseyum]

tell me about it...like this is seriously mindfucking me right now, LOL.

and hahhaaa, i know that. i dont care. its the effort that counts :) loll...and im kinding of switching to minsu right now anyways. came out of nowhere and surprised me lmao.

[loveclouds]

YOUR OTP IS MINSU NOW!? WHAT. WHAAAAAAAAAAT. SINCE WHEN LMAO. WRITING MINSU WILL BE EVEN HARDER FOR ME THAN YOOMIN LMAOLMAO.

[swan_song37]

This. This is just.
Hi, ILU?
asljfkhg!!!!
&hearts

[loveclouds]

LOL HI, ILU TOO, lolololol. thanks a bunch. :) ♥

[loveclouds]

lol don't worry about it. AND IT'S THE HOLIDAYS, HOW CAN I WRITE ANGST DURING THE HOLIDAYS DDDD: i figure people are depressed enough as it is during other times of year. ;_;

♥

[loveclouds]

LOLOLOL well then, i envy you greatly. :'D

[latenightchai]

waaah this is so ♥♥♥

i loved this verse and to see it again made me squee a bit and then you write changmin so asdkjasjalfaaaargh i just love him so much ;_; and this was just so hilarious because snarky min is the best and his pros/cons list was so omg lol so thank you for this and i'm shutting up now /dies xDDD

[loveclouds]

:DDDD

haha, i love writing this verse. as weird as this might sound, it's just so FUN. :D and dies dies dies i hope changmin being asdkjasjalfaaaargh IS A GOOD THING ROFLROFLROFLROFL OMG YOU'RE SO CUTE HAHAHAHAHA ♥

[latenightchai]

those are the best kind ♥ :D and OF COURSE IT IS, because... because ugh, idek how to say. but this reminds me why min will always, always be my bias ♥ and i only gush because this is epic and makes me happy ;D :3

[loveclouds]

LOLOL YAAAAAAY. i think changmin deserves to be the favorite of a lot of people. :) he's certainly my favorite, even if i do love yunho best. :D idk if that makes sense. LOL.

off topic, but i can't write porn. :l LOL. day 8 is never going to come, pun intended.

[howla]

OMG I LOVE YOUUU!!!! This is amazing! I love how you did three fics, and then wrote the background on each of the characters and showed their point of views on things and how they connected.

Are you going to do Junsu's story next? 8D

[loveclouds]

LOL YAY, glad you liked them all! :)

and...no, lol, junsu's just...there. XD i actually don't have a story for him at all LOLOLOLOL dies ;_;

[howla]

Hhaha, oh well. It's still awesome anyways :DDD