find your happy beginning

Dec 22, 2009 22:46

find your happy beginning
changmin-centric, implied yunho/changmin
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the anticlimactic affair of changmin's suicide.

for oannapantso &hearts :3! a part of suicide!verse and its sort of!prequel. read those first to avoid spoilers :P. and obvious warning: this entire fic is about suicide, rofl.

always the first star that i find )

p: yunho/changmin

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kurogoma December 28 2009, 16:22:14 UTC
sorry for the late comment. didn't get to read it on the day you posted, but i just now finally have access to a computer and was finally able to read this properly (traveling parts of china and is now in chengdu!)...i flailed hard because i love suicide!verse . changmin's POV about life before death was bittersweet to read about but i love the whole thing about homin = fate. you just can't fight something like that. ♥

catch up with you again later, yuxi....but happy belated christmas and happy new year! ;)

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pinkfluffies January 3 2010, 23:59:37 UTC
lmfao wait is junsu god? omfg dying why are you so amazing gdi i hate you.

But if you think about it, all the cons center around other people; how it would inconvenience, hurt, embarrass his friends and family. They're not living his life for him. Filial piety and tacit contracts based on social constructions aren't enough to hold him to this world. What if there's more after this life?

i wish more people could find a balance between doing things for others' sake and doing things for themselves. D:

oh yunho ♥

Damn. He should've done this in the tub. He's just scrubbed these floors and now they're going to be all blood stained.

wtfness changmin.

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engraved_16 January 4 2010, 01:30:21 UTC
ahhh so thats what happened to min
:)
&hearts

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museelo August 25 2010, 16:58:26 UTC
Changmin is so clever, even if he isn't o purpose. He made a list of Pros and Cons for his suicide ? WTF ? XD

Thanks so much for this :D

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