find your happy beginning

[loveclouds]

find your happy beginning
changmin-centric, implied yunho/changmin
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the anticlimactic affair of changmin's suicide.

for oannapantso &hearts :3! a part of suicide!verse and its sort of!prequel. read those first to avoid spoilers :P. and obvious warning: this entire fic is about suicide, rofl.

Comments

[cant_stop02]

sfldhk i love this verse and omfg when i saw that you wrote another part for it i was gasping and flailing everywhere like gahhhhh! /overexcited. this verse is definitely one of my all-time favourites to read. hands down.

;; changmin. oh, min. i felt so sad reading the part where he... at least he felt like he finally belonged somewhere after. ♥ but dies, yunho. he's so sldkfh /facepalms. i feel so embarrassed for him 'cause he's so damn giddy all the time and other people probably feel extremely awkward around him, but he's so cute i can't help but giggle and want to squish him ;3;

you're so full of awesome, you know? ♥

[loveclouds]

:DDDD omg your excitement is contagious cuz now i'm all 8D ROFL.

i know :( and yunho...lmao, he'd be that guy you'd be so embarrassed to be seen with but at the same time, you're melting inside cuz you love him. :))))

♥

[loveclouds]

HI JENNIFER :3333

[riofrio]

I have read those first two fics before but I don’t think I was able to comment.. mianhae! Loved both though..

As morbid as it may sound, this is my kind of fic. The way you wrote the first few parts of the story where everything seems perfect but he can’t see how moving forward will make any difference, it’s how i tend to think sometimes.. lol.. although i really don't have any suicidal tendencies, i just thought it would be nice to write about it and you beat me to it.. job well done! i wouldn't have been able to do justice to that thought.. :P

[loveclouds]

:)))) glad to hear it!

and i think everyone can relate to these things on some sort of level. i'm glad you were able to relate to it and enjoy it :)))) thanks for reading!

[emda]

I really like how you wrote changmins thouhts.
and LOVE how you put yunho in it!!!!!!!!
freaking awesome!!!

[loveclouds]

thanks!! :DDDD glad you enjoyed!

[pavarian]

ooo. LOVED THIS!!! i didnt realise you had a jaechun companion to the first fic, so i read that too. And that together with this in your suicide!verse... is awesome. =)

merry christmas! =)