This is beautiful. I feel this in my bones! Idk but it seems so realistic, like I can put certain days n moments in. Hahaha I'm sukai trash too, ive memorized too many of their moments. Real talk rhough, Oh god, this hits it right In the nail. It breaks my heart to just think how much he has to endure. What really happens behind close doors n the amount of smiles that are fake. I just really hope he does have someone like kai holding him up. He really needs lots of love. Lol I'm such a suho trash. THANK YOU FOR Sharing!!!
hahahaha I AM SO GLAD YOU UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL!! omg i am such suho trash too, like i cannot fathom how i've gotten to this point but he is just LAKSDFKJAS and i just want to snuggle him so hard but since i can't...jongin will have to do it in my stead. WHY IS SUKAI SO SHIPPABLE I CANNNNN'T!!!
ah you wrote my favorite sukai dynamics ;-; ESPECIALLY YOUR JUNMYEON-- “I don’t want you to think I’m a good person because I’m not. That’s why- it’s why I can’t ask anything of you, because I know I’ll ask for too much.” YES!!! omg! moral martyr junmyeon who hates himself for thinking dirty things about innocent little bros he should be protecting, not defiling, maybe i am evil because this is my FAVORITE THING EVER + sweet confused jongin taking the initiative (or at least a clumsy attempt at one) to talk about Feelings i am so proud of him!
also “You have to look at me or I can’t kiss you,” Junmyeon whispers in his ear i totally giggled like a schoolgirl while rocking back and forth and biting my knuckles. had a moment of realization where i realized i was totally self-inserting as jongin, and then subsequently realized i may possibly be biased for junmyeon. just a little bit.
GIRL YOU SPEAK THE LANGUAGE THAT I UNDERSTAND AKA WHY IS JUNMYEON PERFECT!??!?! ;___; omg i'm so glad you just get it and YESSS I LOVE THOSE DYNAMICS TOO! it's almost masochistic how much we enjoy them denying their feelings but really not because ughhh ughhhhhhhhh how could this ship ever not have their happy ending ;3;
i hope you know your comment made me do the same thing with all the knuckle biting but with more rolling around and squeeing :D thanks so much for reading and making my night!! :D
reading this the second time and i still cannot ... . i still .. . ;___; ah i can't find the words to describe how this made me feel. gosh. i'm just- ... .just . .. wOWW i mean wOW ;___; so incoherent right now. you wrote sukai perfectly ;___; gosh i love the sukai dynamics in this one, one of my favorites. junmyeon is always so so selfless and just . .. . aRHGHHGGKLSHGHKS;GS and everything and homin is in here too i ' m T___T /wails this is just perfect. sehun is such a cutie. everything is in here... i do n't even make sense anymore. ... i'm just gonna go and curl up in a ball and cry now. thank you for writing and loving sukai <3
EUHUEHUEHUEHUE i'm so happy to hear that you enjoyed this fic so much! i was a bit unsure of the characterizations as i was writing it so i'm so glad to hear that it all worked out! :D honestly i am so unbelievably smitten with junmyeon and sukai has STOLEN MY ENTIRE SOUL and all sukai fans are so nice omg, i just want to park my butt in this otp forever hahaha :D thanks so much for reading!
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This is beautiful. I feel this in my bones! Idk but it seems so realistic, like I can put certain days n moments in. Hahaha I'm sukai trash too, ive memorized too many of their moments.
Real talk rhough, Oh god, this hits it right In the nail. It breaks my heart to just think how much he has to endure. What really happens behind close doors n the amount of smiles that are fake. I just really hope he does have someone like kai holding him up. He really needs lots of love. Lol I'm such a suho trash.
THANK YOU FOR Sharing!!!
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thanks for reading! :D
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MY HEART ALMOST BROKE WITH ALL THE DUMB BUTTS a.k.a sukai
and i am so glad they worked it out
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also “You have to look at me or I can’t kiss you,” Junmyeon whispers in his ear i totally giggled like a schoolgirl while rocking back and forth and biting my knuckles. had a moment of realization where i realized i was totally self-inserting as jongin, and then subsequently realized i may possibly be biased for junmyeon. just a little bit.
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i hope you know your comment made me do the same thing with all the knuckle biting but with more rolling around and squeeing :D thanks so much for reading and making my night!! :D
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