jeez it's been a long time. me cuz wuz is gone. i love her. i love my sly too though. she still here. i guess i will stay too then. love to yas alls.

it stinks that me mya dearest may not be able to come. i need her there. i REALLY don't want to go. i mean i do, but HES going to be there and i REALLY don't need to see him. Plus, i don't want to dance or swim. i don't think i'm going to have much fun. ahh,... i NEED you here with me mya. come soon. i love you. xoxoxo <33333

umm ok. i think if i stop talking bout him... then maybe that'll help. if yur ever with me and i start to.... HIT ME!! seriously!! haha!! love yas!! xoxoxo!! <333

this hurts so much. why is it lasting so long? why do i want him so? i never see or speak to him yet,... look at me!! jeez i'm pathetic!! i need you guys!!

ok the last one was for a commuinty i have but i guess i did it on the worng one. so ignore it!! haha!!

okok i'm not really cwaza over coheed. i love music though. any emo or screamo or indie, etc. fan cane join but i don't think anyone will!! haha!! ahh wells, if you do, there is only one rule, no trash talking, i hate that and i'm sure you all do too when its done to you. its immature and annoying. love you all and have a nice time!! xoox <33

someone has hurt me. i don't think i could hold on if you were not here. if you, the one who i adore more than anyone else, can't be as strong as i know she is, then i know i can't either. i do realize that i don't go through what you go through babe but, u are so much greater than all this. show everyone that. that you can be and do anything that ( Read more... )

gaaa!!!! still!!! ahhh!!! man. i hope i don't see him sunday. seth might be moving back in this weekend. thats good. of course, there is a bad part. tom will prob be coming over. just when i think i'm over him i see him and it comes right back!!! ahhhh!!!

i hate likeing him. of course today i'm not depressed because of it and thats good. i love yas mya deaest and sly yur great. i love everyone. i miss you my mya dearest. call me. i don't know when yur phone is on again. yur too good for him u know. both of them. that one is out there. even if u don't think it. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo. ahhh sly i hope i don ( Read more... )

i miss amelia. i hte my life. i want to g oback. i wish i could stop it all. life is just well, i bore.