I dreamed last night that Brian had a party to celebrate his wedding, and I went to it. I was doing fine until his new wife got a flute and played it a bit. For some reason, the fact she could play made me extremely jealous. It didn't hit me until then that I felt like she'd taken him from me. So I started cleaning up in the kitchen, even ( Read more... )

Another dream, only he wasn't in it. I was at his house, but he had left and I didn't want to leave. I was hanging out with his family. A lot of these have to do with his family anymore. When I left, he had been sitting in his van, not wanting to come in.

Fue dificil aceptar ( Read more... )

He was in town to visit. He would come every once in a while, but I just happened to find out. I called him. I asked him why he didn't tell me when he was in town. I told Jesús I was going to go hang out with him, and he agreed to watch the boys. We went and got something to eat, held hands in the car. Nothing had changed, when we were ( Read more... )

I had a dream about him again last night. We were at some sort of theme park, with the baby, and there was this rope bridge, and we were very high up and I was terrified. I almost dropped the baby several times, and I thought to myself, Why the hel did he bring me here when I have the baby and he knows I’m so scared of heights? I finally got to ( Read more... )

Looking at your picture from when we first met ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, and I signed Chuy up for Cub Scouts last night. First meeting is next Thursday.

Yesterday was my birthday, and of course that means a dream about Ryan ( Read more... )

i dreamed about the green day show, and we were taking Chuy, even though now we decided it's not a good idea, on account of green day fans are a bunch of potheads ( Read more... )

i'm sleeping better these days, which of course means i had another dream last night. forgot it by now, but he was in it. was looking for some books dad said he left here, and found a letter from him. also went through the suitcase of chuy's baby clothes and found the suit chuy wore to maggie's wedding, which of course evokes memories of him ( Read more... )