Its been an incredibly long time since I was last on here. I read that my last post was in 2005. Wow. Alot has changed since then. I moved to Appleton, and moved into a new career. I have been pursuing Graphic Design like no ones business. I have a dog named Charlie, who is 1 year old. My group, The Tribe, which was started in December of 05 is ( Read more... )

I got an instant message from my friend Missi last night, whom I have missed severely. She is always realy cool because no matter how long we go without talking, when we pick up its like it never left off. Good friends are truly hard to find ( Read more... )

Emotional heartache can be tiring, when you get to a place of happiness its hard to just rest in the moment ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I have been online here. I know that a few of my friends are like "what is going on with Richard. Well here goes. I got screwed over again by that person that thought she would be around for awhile (remember previous posts, thats her) She decided not to pay her portion of rent and therefore I could not renew my lease. I moved ( Read more... )

I recently started a new job. I like the fact that it is a daytime job with good pay. I have a new friend Nathan, hes a wierd one (jk). I didnt expect to have much in common with anyone there but I have alot in common with him. Anyway. I just bought this car, its a 94 Nissan Maxima, and I took it to walmart today and the alternator died. I was ( Read more... )

My group members are good people. I dont want anyone to take the wrong idea, they are honest. The member that wanted to talk to me actually needed to get my viewpoint about something. I overreacted. I guess I am just so on edge and afraid of being hurt by the same people over and over again that I jump too soon. I am trying I am learning. I am ( Read more... )

I wrote earlier about something to do with my group. I am just tired of this same thing over and over again. My members say that they are too, but te turn and do the same thing as before. I got a message from one of my members saying that she needed to talk to me, about something that bothered her (i guess that I did) I havent seen or heard from ( Read more... )

This is so boring. Well I start my new job with The Guardian (www.guardianlife.com) on Oct 10th and on monday I go to view my new apartment potential in Appleton. I am a bit nervous about being out of the same city as my family, but its only 20 minutes. I am frustrated with members of my group, as usual, and I am beginning to wonder if it is worth ( Read more... )

I have been a little busy with a new blog on blogger.com. No I am not leaving livejournal, but I am expanding my message about my life in other blogs. I started a blog called Tortured Soul. It is a group blog where people can share their struggles and stories in a helpful and christian based environment. It is in my heart to help people. I know ( Read more... )

This past weekend I realized how much I want to start my production company. I met and connected with so many talented people over this american idol thing, so many people that are awaiting their big opportunity to be something greater. If I can play a role in helping someone be great with the resources that I have, I would feel so accomplished ( Read more... )