I suddenly find myself feeling depressed and unable to get out of bed in the morning ( Read more... )

Some days I wake up feeling lazy and just generally not wanting to do much. Today I woke up with a new feeling of life and realising how damn lucky I actually am. I am healthy, I have a good job and I have a man who cares for me and one day I hope to marry. We have a beautiful home and live in one if the nicest cities in England. I am spoilt by ( Read more... )

Sometimes life just seems hard...I lose my motivation to keep being positive and just enjoy life. I waste so much time being negative and thinking I cannot do something... Everything is possible and I need to start remembering that and stop finding an excuse to not do something!!

Being a bitch somehow comes natural sometimes and I am not sure why... Is it jealousy or what? I used to think I was a positive person but recently I have lost that and I need it back.

When did we stop appreciating things? Do we simply have too much nowadays then we receive a gift, we don't really care like we should? I am guilty of this I know. I need to start being more thankful for all the things I have and stop seeing all the negatives of what I don't have.

Sometimes I get into a state of depression and just cannot pull myself out of it. Today however I have work up happy, positive, feeling healthy and ready to tackle the day!! I need to start taking care of myself and enjoying life! Stop moaning and just be happy!!!

When I change into the person I am today? I used to think I was nice and today I saw the person I have become and I don't like that person :(

I moan too much, I am not nice enough, I do not appreciate my friends enough.. I need to change.

I remember saying that I alone am responsible for my happiness and yet I still cannot appreciate what I have ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't know who I have become. I'm a moaner, selfish. I always want my own way and an attention seeker. I need to remember that, and change.

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Reading the first post I made in this journal, this time last year, I don't know if much has changed. I still need to be more professional, appreciate what I have and just enjoy my life rather than keep moaning. I started my training contract this year, we bought a house, I made new friends and grew up a bit. I still have a lot to learn but I think ( Read more... )