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♥♥♥ nikki

yesterday * went to the gym with kelley. watched tv.. talked to some people online call it a night..

today * track at 10;30 a.m. jess picked a jew like me up.. im getting better at throwing maybe ill be ina meet soon i just wanna get good =).. went home took a nap.. waited until tom got home she toke me n kelley to the gym stayed there for about ( Read more... )

yesterday * did nothing.

today * dad called. glad to know hes alive.. i hate doing this over him again he always makes me depressed for him. i wore shorts to the gym i felt so ugly.. me and kelly had fun at the gym we saw suzie =) i tanned.. turns out later i actually burned my breasts.. i laughed b/c i didnt even notice until i woke up from my ( Read more... )

yesterday * hung out with rach & joe.. very fun night =)

today * woke up. called dad. he didnt answer.. tried tracking him down. cleaned the bathroom then cleaned the kitchen.. cried, gave into the sharp objects, listened to music and went to sleep. jess called and woke me up talked to her for 8mins came on here. today is ricks bday =)

so call ( Read more... )

yesterday * i forgot

today * science i was mad kevie wasnt there i couldnt say goodbye to him and no ass grabb goodbye =( espanol we all tried to cheat but we all didnt know any of the answers.. i kept saying nunca or nucna.. it sounded hip. math me and lil t drew pictures.. lunch carla almost fought ash gappy.. & i tried getting drunk but i didnt ( Read more... )

yesterday * i talked to manda on the phone she was saying jenn was making fun of her.. then manda goes on telling me how when in reality all shes doing is bragging about having sex all week.. ugh i hate her. die quick. dont care about what people say manda even the person making fun of you is a skanky man hypocrite..

today * science started my ( Read more... )

yesterday * couldnt fall asleep idk why..

today * day of silence for gay, lesbian, bi, transgender rights to stop hatred.. i did it -- ok well on accident i talked. lol espanol jessi and me ate all my rasionets.. math was alright. lunch i was hearing kristin and carla out.. anglish i read the rest of the book how stupid. us his justine & marian ( Read more... )

yesterday * went to sleep early.

today * i stayed home sick from skool.. im sure everybody missed me.. dont worryy ill be there 2marrow =) i just slept and got ready for my therapy appointment.

so call it quits or get a grip say you wanted a solution you just wanted to be missed call me a safe bet im betting im not im glad that you can forgive ( Read more... )

yesterday * i talked to people online.. couldnt sleep so i watched driven pam anderson.. then 3am i woke up.. ugh i could tell im getting super sick.

today * i felt like a lush but i went to skool anyway.. i have alot of drugs in me.. cold tablets and mega t pills isnt a good mix.. science i finished my essay for anglish.. espanol we did like ( Read more... )

yesterday * i mostly talked to people online.. got ina pleasant fight with courtney.. opened up to someone i really care about. went to sleep around 2ish..

today * i was woken up at 9am to look ina basket to see the same candy i helped put in the basket last night.. then went back to sleep.. talked to bunn alot and ate. i got in the shower n went ( Read more... )