now watch it fade away

[lovefaildevice]

yesterday * loudfest was awesome. i found a easter basket from gma in my room.. i hate milkyway damit! i went online then went to sleep listening to brand new<3 then i was woken up at 3;38 am by my cell ringing. then i went back to sleep.

today * my mom went into the hospital for blood clots i was scared outta my mind. shes ok now they werent sure

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[_sparkleshatter]

* i hate hypocrites. now i guess cutting is cool since its all over mtv.. its a problem that you just don`t start doing.. you gotta be able to explain why you do it too. some people you can just tell fake it & its one thing to do it where no1 can see it but on your hands thats just like jumping up in the air screaming i need attention feel sorry for me!.. haha for all those people who said to me "nikki go cutt yourself" -- now i could insult you back with the same comment. awww how cool are you?Just don't start doing? Sure it is. Here's how it starts. One day, you take a razorblade and you cut. If it was the first time. There you go. You 'started doing it'. You don't need a 5 month waiting period and a permit to slit your wrists

[lovefaildevice]

people just piss me off.. lol

[beholditslauren]

whoa.