i've got my last regular ortho tomorrow. next time is october tenth, and then i'll have no more. ever. i'm scared i'll ruin my teeth once they come off. i'm the only one in my extended family who hasn't chipped a tooth. it's sad, but it's a fact. people always look so bland once their braces come off. they just add a little something extra to their ( Read more... )

so much for bard on the beach!11!1 ( Read more... )

bard tomorrow. i hope ms.kaminiarz is still in her class tomorrow so i can get the thing signed.
collaboration bell tomorrow.
first one.
and i don't get to sleep in.
...

sucks.
frank hurt sucks.

nail polish on the keyboards.
i'm shutting you out again.

i like how i can talk with bre about things i can't with other people. i like having someone there. someone who understands.
thank you.

the day is still young and i'm already in a bad mood. i can't stop shivering, it's a never ending chill. i need work. i need to be busy. i need adventure, excitement, fear.
i hate where everything's going. i need a cloth mannequin so bad. i'm going nowhere.i'm going to go, and draw. and draw. and draw. and draw. until i finally come up with ( Read more... )

Well, I'm Megan. I don't like my name, I find it boring, and prissy ( Read more... )

i'm cold again. the sky is clear, it's sunny out.
my goosebumps are hard to miss.
MAKE THE COLD GO AWAY.i don't want you here, just let me be warm - absorbing the sun and all it's power ( Read more... )

the sun feels warm on my skin,
but underneath i'm still shaking.

why wont everyone be honest with eachother again. i wont hurt. i wont cry. today's became one of those depressing days that leave you thinking. i want to be peaceful, happy, in my element. what element is that? how do i find it? i need to take my own advice for once and just go with things. no more thinking ahead, no more predicting. why can't i ( Read more... )