i haven't done anything productive lately. i haven't finished any artwork i've started, i just haven't done anything. tomorrow's going to be boring, i have nothing to do. i hate feeling useless. someone give me a hobby, a better hobby, one i can finish.

there's some hindi music playing. what, the, hell. i need to go to bed soon. TOTALLY GOTZ TEH CAR SHOW TO GO TO TOMORROW AND MAYBE VALUE VILLAGE. i love the car shows. ohhhhhhhh don piano.

i got home from school today at 6.30 something.. i'm dead tired. i worked at the football game today, along with many other leadership kids. likeeee, enita, bilmer, hailey, vicky, phillip and steve. it was sweet. except for some.. annoying grade eight kid who thought he could take over ( Read more... )

I feel like i'm missing something.
i don't know what it is.
not an object, just.. something.
a feeling, a trait.
i don't think i'm what people expect me to be.
i don't think i'm what i expect me to be.

and that's scary.

yeah hailey, MAH SKIN CAN KILL MEH. BBZ EYES ROLLIN ROUND. ughhh. i find horrible things funny. ehhh. LET'S GO THROUGH TODAY TOO1 ( Read more... )

wow. today was.. veryyyyy interesting. let's see, i'm going to skip the whole waking up process, because that's just stupid. so, block A ( Read more... )

i was watching MADE and the girl wanted to be a boxer. yes. a boxer. i don't know why, but it made me want to join boxing. it really reminded me of all the intense soccer training i did with IQUEST. oh iquest, i hated you, and loved you for it. at the end of the show, the girl was in tears, soooo happy that she went through with all of it, and that ( Read more... )

okay, i figured out the whole.. layout thing. uhm, lets see. i don't like how the time on here is in 24 hours. that's how my sister's car is. it's really stupid. these earings are making my ears itchy, i might take them out. ehh, i bet i'll stop WRITING in my normal journal now. oh well. hailey's probably the only one who will read this anyways. i ( Read more... )

Okayyy. So, today was picture day... annddd it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be ( Read more... )

Today was the last official day of summer before school. No more late nights, sleeping in, being lazy. I went to the mall today with Sarah, we had fun. Didn't shop much, we sat, and talked, and munched on treats ( Read more... )