if anyone reading these really wants to know anything about me, all they have to do is ask

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here we go. friday. if i can only make it through work..

things aren't going well. i'm a tangled mess of weeds in a very large body of murky water. wishing to be one of the swimming folk that glide by me frequently. they're free to move about as they please. they can go any way they want to, and i remain here tangled up and strangling myself. tethered to the bottom

i'm in one of the strangest moods i've been in for quite some time. i can't realy explain it. even to myself. difficult to decipher. and, of course, i have absolutely no idea why it's afflicting me. this is maddening. i know one thing for certain though. i don't like it at all. it's irritating, incomfortable and fairly crushing. at least i have ( Read more... )

i'm pretty tired and i can't really think straight right now. all the same, i can't sleep and i'm absurdly addicted to this book. i have to keep reading until it makes me fall asleep. yes. good plan. today wasn't too bad. not until work anyway. watched ethan from 10-2 which was alot of fun. i love being around him because he's not affected by the ( Read more... )

so saturday is pretty much overwith. i'm sitting here playing games as usual, and i've been pretty content all day really. i had a whole bunch of alone time today with which to play games and just exist without being told or asked to do anything. i don't so much mind being asked to do things, it's just nice to be left alone for a day. i used to ( Read more... )

it's saturday morning at 10:22. i really only got up because i had to use the bathroom and get something to drink, and then the allure of cyberspace communications got to me. i should really just go back to sleep. got knows i could use it. i'm hoping for the rest of the weekend to be restfull. i'd like to just be left alone i suppose. just one of ( Read more... )

today was a good day until work. i woke up around 8:30, and just chilled out until i took off to lockport. i got there a little early and helped get ethan ready to go do laundry. so, jenna and i put the laundry in, then went and ran a few errands before returning to throw the wet clothes into the dryers. when this was accomplished, we got food from ( Read more... )

hump day is over now, and it was relatively painless. i hit a bump in the road when i went to work at 12 (like i was supposed to) and found that my boss forgot i was coming in and made me come back at normal time. that was irritating. i could have slept longer. work itself was ok, albeit aggravating at times. i made it out alive though. tomorrow ( Read more... )