"all the drugs in this world won't save her from herself..."

[lovehatelove]

So, I haven't updated here in ages. I don't even know who has or has not delted me, but I'll update here for shits and giggles since myspace is like high school on crack

Comments

[nixonsangel]

This probably isn't what you want to hear, but girls suck. Try being one.

I'm seeing Bleeding Through at Ozzfest next weekend. One of the few bands on the lineup I actually care about checking out.

[lovehatelove]

Yeah, well, I'm over her now. I've met a few girls since then so I actually have some options now. :.)

Bleeding Through are amazing and the nicest people you'd ever meet. Marta, Brandan and Brian always remember me and my friends' names, which is cool cause they see so many people.

[liljules]

I'll agree with the comment above. Girls, indeed, suck. Glad to see you're better now... aside from the weight thing.

[lovehatelove]

Thanks Jules.

Eh, yeah, I see what you mean. I was 145 in March. It's hard to believe I used to weigh 185 in 2002.

[jen_whitewave]

Nooooooooooo, you must eat, it's so important! I know that it can be difficult when you're feeling down, I had a similar problem myself earlier this year, but you really must eat EVERY DAY, several times a day, don't make yourself ill.

[lovehatelove]

Perhaps I'll get back to eating normally, but I don't want to put the weight back on. I was 145 in March.

[euthanize]

I'm so sorry to hear that. I was just thinking about you the other day, wondering how things were going.

You need to eat. I know it's hard, but if you don't eat you'll get sick. Even if you don't feel hungry, your body needs that food for energy and to keep itself going. Don't screw yourself up because of some stupid, screwed up girl. She's not worth it, and it sounds like you're better off without her..she wasn't a good person, from the sound of it. One day you will find yourself someone who is actually kind and loving and won't fuck you over.

[lovehatelove]

Yeah, it's sad to see it went to shit. I really thought things were perfect.

I'll be in Louisville tonight at Headliner's.

[euthanize]

sadly, the things that appear to be perfect are often the most flawed. it wasn't your fault. she just didn't have her head on straight.

I wish I'd known you were coming to my end of town a bit sooner..I maybe would've been able to stop by and say hello.

[lovehatelove]

Yeah, I actually have a few options right now. I've started dating around so I'll see what looks like it'll work for the best.