There is nothing left to say. My entire life is falling apart one aspect after another and everyday I wake up I have to go on with the fact that four people can't stand the sight of me. Four people who were important to me and after reading that all anyone is going to say is "if you love them why ddi you hurt them the way you did? You're a monster ( Read more... )

So...since Ricky needs me to update this I will lol (plus he is the only one who reads this) So yeah, last night was the best night of my life. I went to a talent show at Penfeild which my Jlssss was in and it was amazing! Then Jules, Marly, Ricky, Ali, Kim B., Tyson, and myself all went to Javas. Tyson, Jules and I all think that should be like ( Read more... )

Yeah, I spelled Celine Dion wrong so yeah just wanted to fix that before I had and Celine Dion fan-boys harping on my ass about her name.

What some people may not understand about me is that in reality...I am weak. On the inside I have problems. They consist of personal problems, public problems, other peoples problems, any type of problems you can think of and as a defense mechanism I am always happy, and loud, and outspoken, and quick to say something at the expense of someones ( Read more... )

Well at the request of Thethespian (sounds like a new sexual orientation, but it means actor or something like that) I am going to post something new ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. I have all these feelings, these wants, and these urges that I have expressed so many times, I have run out of ways to express them(in words that is). I feel happy,sad,lonely,loved so many things and yet...I don't know anything. I'm so confused right now. I don't even understand what I'm typing. I feel kinda silly, ( Read more... )

I really don't know, I woke up this morning(well afternoon) and just wasn't feeling good. Emotionally I mean. I'll probably be fine by the time I have to go to rehearsal, but I can't shake the feeling that this is going to be a bad day. I'm most likely over exaggerating but you all know the feeling ( Read more... )

Well, well, well. I've finally jumped on to the "Live Journal" bandwagon due to this influence of my friend Ricky. Well yeah, I will update as much as possible and all that other stuff ( Read more... )