"westerners have been raised to expect much in life they get lost being back and forth between great hopes & deep despairs ( Read more... )

I woke up still fairly early 730am and proud of myself bc instead of going back to sleep till noon i pushed my booty out of bed and got my stuff together and drove north to take 930 ballet. Brutal but well im a masochist so i liked sweating and hurting, Betsy doesnt care if its been a year since i took my last class that was established long back ( Read more... )

Stay open to possibilities ( Read more... )

Tonight i went to the fire jam for the first time in over a year, first its bigger now much bigger they moved it to the otherside of the roadway further from the lake but now more spinners can be in the circle at once. The drums and trumpets were rockin it was a celebration. Full of spectators i stayed as one of them photographing and relaxing. ( Read more... )

Long Day but a good one... I have fun having jup at the market with me and i feel good that i can help him make some money and he helps me and my dad out tremendously! I tried to nap a little while when i got back but my mind wouldnt shut down ( Read more... )

watching way too much scrubs lately... less than 10 days till im done sitting on my ass in an office twiddling my thumbs. dreams of the day. ill be walking the girls to school stopping by the coffee shop than heading to the park, dancing around the kitchen, reading bedtime stories... I will miss walking with kelly though we share a lot about our ( Read more... )

I fly back tomorrow :( all good vacations should come to an end... this morning we roamed around near the mexician border in imperial beach it was fun... this evening cynara and erica joined me in meeting jen and peter for thai food... very spicey thai food this time but good... its always good to see jen makes me realize i had such a life in ( Read more... )

I went to Adam and Christy's wedding it kinda rocked!! i brought my d200, ideas to make photo book for wedding gift pops through my mind. It was beautiful the type of wedding that if I still lived and my family lived in california maybe i would consider... but well 63rd street beach house is good too... IF and when that day ever comes ( Read more... )

yesterday i tried to get things done and stay out of the sun a bit... i got my birth control and walked down PB looked at whats changed and what really hasnt... Mojo in PB is no more and im surprised no one told me. its replaced in part by an H n R block. I went to the theatre i felt as though i endulged in junk i was feeling insecure again around ( Read more... )

and isnt that always the case ha ( Read more... )