we live in a beautiful world.

in portland right now and trying to have a good time. sometimes i wish i could go back to my life while i was six. so carefree and innocent, not a worry in the world, except maybe being chased by a bee in the warm summer breeze. complications fill the air around me, and i try to hold my breath to escape but its no use. the change of life around me ( Read more... )

i heard this the other day and it definitely made me think.

intimacy-

in-to-me-you-see.

think about it.

honesty can be cruel or it can be the opening to an entire different perspective within my own life or in the life of someone else. its just getting to that point of truly being honest.

i don't know what to do. i don't know how to think. my body is numb and my mouth is speechless. why does it have to feel like this? my heart, broken in so many places. like glass shattering. the pieces are everywhere. trying to pick up the glass almost seems impossible. as i bend down to find my broken heart i see the reflection of my hurting self ( Read more... )

so this is my goodbye to the world as i know it. i'm stepping out of reality towards my passion and my music. a break from the chaotic little, yet big town that i live in. leaving its beauty behind for just a short while. a break from my life is in great need, but i am still timid about leaving the places of comfort. being out of whats comfortable ( Read more... )

sometimes i just get in weird moods. i start to get irritated with certain people, mainly my family. but i guess i simply need to pray about this. i don't really enjoy these moods so i should do something to prevent them from happening and prayer is the perfect solution...

'If you were coming in the Fall ( Read more... )

one question i've been asking myself lately...why can't i just say what i feel? am i just afraid of the many different reactions i would receive?

...i'll keep thinking and maybe someday i'll find an answer...

i am so stressed right now and i hate that feeling. my stomach is upset and i just feel so uneasy. i just want everything to fall into place and i don't even know where to begin so i'll just leave it at that...

'First comes the school Then comes the job Wife and two kids and a family car We're all falling in line And waiting to die For what? A ( Read more... )