this_excess

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its been a while...
i feel that too much has happened to keep updating here.

this journal started off all about this one person ( Read more... )

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i only have a little over $200 left from my $1,400 paycheck that i received last month.
i am ridiculously stupid.i need a job ( Read more... )

the q and not u concert on saturday wasnt as enjoyable as it could've been. i was able to compose myself for most of the night, but i found myself crying on gerson's [pma_messiah] shoulder during the opening bands ( Read more... )

alvaro & i broke up on saturday.
he moved out the same day.

hes just my friend now, & were still in love.
we agreed not to see other people, yet.
we are trying to figure out if we still want to be together.

i miss hugging him to sleep,
& waking up in his arms.

( speak slow - tell me love, where do we go? )

i only have friends on the weekends now, everyone works but me. i have another job interview tomorrow. its on 5th Ave; i probably wont be experienced or proffessional enough for the job. 5th ave between 54th & 56th St... that is seriously scary ( Read more... )

i had a job interview on tuesday for a receptionist job at a dance studio. she said she would call back next week but i dont think she will because i dont have a licesence & cant run errands for her.

i have another interview today, thanks to my cousin pma_messiah. hopefully being related to the boss's favorite kid will be enough to land the job because i ( Read more... )

i was fired about 10 minutes after i posted my last entry ( Read more... )