hey dont worry about me. i'll just lie to myself. she wasnt what i wanted. ive had better. i'm ok all by myself i have so much to live for.
i cant sleep in my room because of her half my clothes smell like her. i'll just be naked on the couch no phone no car no friends 4 weeks till i work again i hope i dont lose it
last night was a night of nights. i am a sucker a fool i hate me a lot of times i need my own apartment i dont wanna live in this house i need a new life damn it i do this all the time people just arent trustworthy i put my faith in people too easy and im a lonely jaded fucker
so i am nowhere to be found cuz i work too much. i am however about to go get on a bus and go see converge. so haha. be back in time to go to pullman and work again. ill get a cell phone soon and then ill live again. i should write in this more.