Ok, so i really should get in the habbit of updating but i guess i just dont think anyone reads my journal. I probably wouldn't ( Read more... )

So me and cole sarted hanging out again. Its nice to see him and feel him. Some might think that is why i am not longer around and don't hang out with anyone, but that is not the case. I began to see in people the things i hated about myself and it wasn't just little things it was big things. Not everyone is going to be around forever especually ( Read more... )

The way you looked at me ( Read more... )

I kissed the boy who killed me and will never forgive myself for it...I will never feel emotion like that again..death... This is it, no coming back now............

Hey remember that time i thought i had good friends and it all went to shit ya thats was fun....Maybe im just naive about everything and everyone i give people the benefit of the doubt and think they actually care back and they don't the past 2 night have been really shitty being left out is almost the worst feeling its runner up to a broken heart ( Read more... )

Last night was fun me and nikole and some babes went and saw 28 days later after we were all freaking out saying we where infected and shit....we are soo lame but it was way fun! Saw cole last night we chit chated it was nice, but he still has my heart God Dammit! Nikole is my favorite we went to the beach today i got a little burnt but its ok a ( Read more... )

I miss nikole!! A girl at work called her b/f tonight just to say i love you...I remember when i had someone to do that too...i would have called nikole and told her but she is in suck ass montebello did i say i miss her, ya i do

I lOVE YOU !!

I hate how everyone around me is sad...i know im sad blah but i like to be as positive as i can.The best feeling knowing who you are truly knowing and i may not know much but i do know who i am not who i want to be not whats wrong with me but who i am and thats good enough for me. I guess you are lost everyone is but i think we need to thing of the ( Read more... )

So, this weekend the weirdest bum came in to my work. He was talking to himself as well as me and the first thing he asked me was why are you dead which i thought was kinda strange but i just told him im not dead im alive then it gets weirder he asked me why i kissed the boy who killed me which now gets my thinking why would he say that out of no ( Read more... )