My life has been a little bit hectic lately. But me and Dustin are trying to deal with the problems that come up. His mom is in the behaverial center right now to be treated for her nervous break down and paranoia. I've never seen him so down before. He's always been the one to try and be strong. The one that laughs at problems and pretends that ( Read more... )

My life has changed so much in the past few months. I learned to really love somebody (Dustin). I came to realization of what I need to do about my troublesome family. My mom I am going to have to cuss her out. That might sound cruel to those who are reading this and don't know the whole situation but trust me it has to be done ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. I watched the ending of the second season of Buffy the vampire slayer today. I cried like a baby when she stabbed her boyfriend and sent him to hell. My sense of lost for a soon to be gone boy tripled at that moment because I guess I see all this pain on the tv screen but I KNOW she's just acting according to the script she doesn' ( Read more... )

"It is good to dream as long as the night is long enough for you to dream it all" this is a quote from somewhere online. It makes perfect sense to me. Dreams are only worth if you have enough time to dream them otherwise they are useless wishes. I have a dream too. I dream that one cool summer night I'm going to be awakened by a small cry. The cry ( Read more... )

My parents just found out that I used to date a black boy name Junior. I'm mixed vietnamese/native american and I grew up around african american, and hispanic people so I never saw race/color as an issue. I know I wasn't suppose to date right now and if I did I know they wanted it to be a vietnamese guy of their choosing. The thing is I can't ( Read more... )