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hm.
So, I've sworn off of most medication. I'm unusually sensitive to even the slightest things, and I have noticed that all my medication makes me feel awkward.
Now... Labels, labels, labels... I'm a Bohemian! I'd rather be dirt poor than to suffer an artless, corporate existance. Is that wrong? -
I wish I did drugs...
I don't care what people think anymore. It doesn't matter if they're okay with me, if they claim they get it... It just gets me a little angry when they ask "why". They ask me why is this such a big part of my life, why bother with it. And I can't explain ( Read more... ) -
fifteen years of breathing can be suffocating
It's almost five in the morning. I'm unable to sleep. Thinking. Just sitting here, talking to myself as an insane man should.
I'm wondering... Perhaps I am the way I am for a real reason. Maybe if I was born in the right body, I would just grow up into a replica of my father, a sexist, conservative retard. And why does the world need another one ( Read more... ) -
aye.
I went to a party with some old friends who I really need to talk to again. It was fun, but, eh... It wasn't exactly a girls only type of thing, but, sadly, I was the only guy there...
I never realized... How incedibly boring most girls can be. I'm not trying to be sexist, it's just that group that only talk about hair, and lotions, and how to do ( Read more... ) -
meh.
I've been really... mmhmm... lately... To the point of where no amount of fanfiction or hentai can help. What do I do? Setsuna~ Help~
I'm crazy right now. I don't think I'm drunk... I'm pretty sure I'm not... Ugh... It's bothersome...
rawr! -
one more
The friend I came out to believed it. I'm ecstatic. It's so amazing. She's even trying to call me by my preferred name! That's a first for me. -
feeling a little better...
I worked the video camera for the 1st time ever yesterday. I was with my friend Crystal at the mall. We probably looked creepy with a camera in hand... But it was fun. I'll post the video up once I find the cord... I can't find anything here...
It's still raining... It's been raining non-stop since Sunday. Why now? I'm supposed to be resting! It's ( Read more... ) -
Headaches suck~
It won't stop fucking raining. This weather makes me edgy, jumpy, freaked out, just over-all bad.
And it doesn't help that some fuck gave my cat a marble. Why can't she play with it in the kitchen or some place away from humans?
We also have an obvious virus, that just has to be my fault. It's messing this computer up, the love of my life, the ( Read more... )