ok.... you know christine this may sound like super gay but you know ive been going to school with most people for 7 years and i know almost the whole senior class but i know theres only a couple people that i really respect and admire....you're one of those people. i think you're awesome. i know its gay but i couldnt go my senior year without ( Read more... )

my life has flipped upside down. you think you know people. you think you know yourself. then u end up never trusting or looking at people and yourself the same way again. i have to believe things will get better. b'c they have to. i cant keep tourturing myself this way.
i love you

my life as a rock star ( Read more... )

wow i havnet written in this in fooooooorever!! i hate everythign right now. wow i sound sooo damn emo. but maybe i am emo. Emo lovers for life!!! lol ( Read more... )

omg im sooooooooo tired. i feel soo lame not going out but idk if i want to im telling u that im super fucking tired. but things are going kinda shitty. i think im not getting into to college. my parents just laughed at me. so miami dade here i come. stab to the heart i feel alone and i feel like ive failed

well i think i went to fat camp. lol atleast thats how it felt . when i first got there they were singing 7 year old songs. and then i had to go to a 100 meetings that taught me nothing. my bed sux it made way too much noise. and at night the top guy would play gay ass songs like kumba ya and lecture us forever. but it got better. i joined the ( Read more... )

oook... its 11:20 and soon ill be leaving for leadership camp. hopefully it goes good. but im gonna miss evryone soo much! especially my sis and my b'f. but i will live. im at meli's dads house and shes making me cheese stix b'c i wont get fed until dinner. what is this poor fatty going to do ( Read more... )

just thought id update and say ive been working a lot. but im good.

well today was cool. i was really tired tho. i woke up really early and picked up mat. n then we fell asleep together. it was B-E-A-utiful! lmfao. nywhoo. then my bro was being super annoying but they that never changes. i went to work. n w'e i was just sorting out my money. n im doing pretty good. but today i realized i only worked 4.5 hours that ( Read more... )

today was a kool day. i went shopping with my mom. got some underwear and bras from victoria. u kno we do. lol n then i got some work pants for 10 dollars goood deal. not teo mention my mom gave me the coolest hippie shirts and like 3 swing purses i love it. salvation army christine! later on i went with ella n her b'f oscar to outback. after that ( Read more... )