im all alone. all there is is me.

is that enough?
is it ever enough?

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what can i say. so much time has passed and im livign a whole other life.
i dont think ive changed.
new reveltaion.
living my life for me.
to be on my own.
its me time

hopefully ill be as strong as iv always wanted

i love college! its so much more than i thought it would be. i miss home though. i miss my friends. i miss mat. but im ruffin it out. hellafun

i was right about you.

well for the first time in a long time i feel really good. and i dont care what happens tomrw just what matters now. i was wrong about her. she impressed me in a way that not many do. she confronted the problem. n i will never forget that. right when i thought things would get worse. their just getting better. too bad im leaving soon. but i wont ( Read more... )

the truth shall set you free

i cant believe how people get away with things so easily. how lying can get you out of binds. how in the end no one is there for you. im so over guys and there stupidity. none of them want to be saved even when they are on the tracks. they all back stab and they are all blind to what is around them. i am never going to meet another mateo. and that ( Read more... )

we are more alike than anyone thinks. i wish i could hug her. cry with her. forget anythign ever happend. but in reality i cant do any of it. my life is still a mess. but i now realize im in control. when mat left i didnt know what to do with myself. for a while i didnt know what to do. so i kept fucking up. but messing up just ends up hurting you ( Read more... )

DONT EVER EXPECT ANYTHING ( Read more... )

my life.
i cant deal with him not acknolodging my presence.
walks by my as if he doesnt kno who i am.
but i did this. so now i must live through it.
i broke down today. but i need to stop killing myself over this.