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Well it's been awhile.
I miss being 17. If I could go back, I think I would do a few things differently. I think I would try to get along with people more. I noticed from reading all my old entries I had a tough time keeping my friends, and that's still true even to this day. I still have problems with forgiving minor offenses and still have trouble opening up to people ( Read more... ) -
Ohhboyy.
I keep getting so angry and I dont know why ( Read more... ) -
Letting Go Slowly
do you ever feel
like you've lost all the people you used to care about
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but you dont even care?
i'm so happy,
i dont care who's gone
if you're gone, it was probably your choice.
i'm done missing times long gone.
done missing people who have moved on.
the "good days" are gone
&& they're not coming back.
i've made peace with that. finally.
goodbye, goodbye
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Move Your Little Self Along
To her own reflection she said: "I will be strong." <3
I've decided that I'm not gonna let anything bring me down anymore. I'm tired of being sad about things that no one gives a shit about. No one really cares that I just want a happy family that's not broken, that cares for one another, && doesn't fight every day. No one really cares.
This nice ( Read more... ) -
For A Pessimist--I'm Pretty Optimistic ♥;;
I'm tired of Angie saying something I do isn't "godly". It's really irritating. So I texted her && I said "Sorry but I'm still learning you seem to forget that a lot. I wasn't raised knowing God. I never know what's right. I'm on my own and it hurts. && you don't get that I'm trying so hard && you don't care && every little mistake I make is the ( Read more... ) -
&& all things fall apart
So I guess this is it. I have to gauge my friendship on Craig by AIM conversations I read behind his back. I hate it. He pretended to care about me to Sarah, asking her why I'm being "anti-social" && that it's "unlike me", asking if Dev and me "finally did it" [whatever that means] "and" if I broke up with him, but as soon as he gets information ( Read more... ) -
All that shimmers will surely fade to grey
So lately I've felt pretty alone.
I pretty much hang out with just Sarah and Devin. Which is all well && good but....
I feel like all my senior friends are leaving me behind. Not that that's their fault, but still. All my old friends are gone. The old crowd....all those "remember that time we...[insert stupid memory && hysterical laughter here]" it' ( Read more... ) -
Sick of this.
So apparently I need to start writing again to vent ( Read more... ) -
upset
So it's just seemed like lately Craig has been kinda mean to me && I haven't done shit to him to deserve that.
Apparently he tells people I'm "annoying" && shit like that. Whatever. I do my own thing at home. I'm not constantly following him around pestering him. I need my own space too. Linsey && me are getting along again, so we're not fighting ( Read more... )
