I don't wish that Holly. I didn't want him to leave obviously but you are here for a reason. This might sound mother"y" but I think you need to learn to be alone with yourself and know happiness, peace and some tranquility. Happiness isn't something to chase after, find it in the moment..in the small things even. It might require a significant break from relationships...I didn't say dating. Also know that you don't NEED a man, that you deserve one.
Oh Nancy, I didn't think anybody read this. Not a single day goes by that the pain of Justin's death subsides, and I always always wish that it could have been me instead. He was so happy when I lived there, and it all went downhill when I left. I never lost touch with Justin, you, or Ryan. I always made it a point to stay in your lives because I have absolutely always loved all three of you with all my heart. It breaks me everyday to know that my pain is the exact same pain you go through as well. I will never forgive Sue and Brian for ripping away the life that I loved. You took me in when things were in shambles and my family dog got put down and I was left alone in a "haunted" house for a week by myself. You and Jim always gave me and Justin rides to and from my house/your house because you knew how much we loved each other and that that was the only way we could see each other. You respected and trusted the two of us enough to give us privacy in Justin's room- sometimes till 10-11pm on school nights, because our favorite thing in
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