This is the weirdest day ( Read more... )

hello there :) being up this early is weird. today is my first day of work and i'm so emotional about the election last night it's hard to even focus on anything else ( Read more... )

if you kiss her in your dreams if you say words like 'maybe' and 'used to' and 'when we' if you meet her again (when you) meet her again if you kiss her with your eyes instead and if doorways, if long hair and dark skin if anything if anything is what you say it is if she fits in your arms if it's easy (its never so easy) if you think twice and (if ( Read more... )

life is full of fullness. i'm not full of longing and sometimes i long to long again. no i do not. sometimes i lie and sometimes i lie about lying. this is where all problems start ( Read more... )

i used to write a lot because i didn't realize how little i knew ( Read more... )

fuck school, fuck the five thousand books i have to read for school, i am just going to read poetry. all. the. time.

everything that has ever happened has been put into perspective and it didn't take a traumatic event, it didn't take anything really, just time. or just losing my mind. whichever came first but it's all still coming at the same time ( Read more... )

also, i am feeling way too many things ( Read more... )

the future will be better than this somehow.

this applies to everything until now and almost everything from here on out:

what was i thinking?