There is something very cool about voting in an incredibly historic election in one of the most historic places in America.  Seriously.   Centuries ago, people in this town were fighting for the right to do what I just did, and that instilled this deep sense of honor and pride in me.  I know I complain a lot about how much I hate this country and ( Read more... )

I'm having one of those nights where I feel like I might actually explode.  I have too much energy bubbling inside of me, and not the productive kind.  The pacing, anxious, I don't-know-what-to-do-with-myself-and-I-don't-understand-why kind of energy ( Read more... )

So guess who didn't get Monroe ( Read more... )

But then she plays her life back in slow motion
To keep in touch with that raw emotion.

Today is a day of redemption.  Things are beginning to head in a direction I like.  I don't know what direction that is, but it feels better than the direction I have been headed in for the past couple of weeks.

My muses are returning, I am rediscovering Beauty ( Read more... )

I seem to be trying to balance out the fact that this semester has got me disappointed and disillusioned by just being utterly random, indulging myself whenever possible, and not caring about the things I should be caring about (read: midterms ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention that I will be in nova for a limited time only this Sunday and Monday. Call me if you're there too and want to hang out, because I would like that :-)

I am actually convinced that the powers-that-be, whoever they are, just want me to be unhappy.

But I have an exam tomorrow at 9 AM that I haven't studied for, so I suppose I should just not dwell on that.

I wish I could be at the HC game. Have a great time!

There is no way I am going to be able to get all this done. But for right now, I don't really care because as far as I am concerned, it is impossible for me to have a bad October. Hopefully my favorite month won't disappoint me.

my insides are pink and raw ( Read more... )

I miss having things to look forward to and things to be excited about ( Read more... )