Ok, so here I am ( Read more... )

I like that I made the move. It's a sort of triumph...I'm away from what I know. It's only now just beginning to feel like home. Tonight I'm going to put up my curtains- finally. My home is just so lovely. Warm and lovely. And I want everyone to share in it. I like this life I've made. I'm still getting there, but I like what I've got so far

While at PaperSource the other day I saw this little "Diana+" camera on sale (since the box was sort of ripped). It's a replica of the toy camera from the 60's. Sort of like the Holga, but different. I'm super stoked since I found a ton of family photos that were the little retro square shots. I can make those now! My friend Greg's been really ( Read more... )

I remind myself that they are that: just feelings. Life will go on. Years will pass. Things will change. I like that and I fear it all at once ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I am off. I'm only workig 12-8 today, but I feel like it may be a struggle. I'm very tired. And overwhelmed inside myself right now. I need to take a breather.

and I'm crying over daytime tv.

Ok, NOW I'm done complaining.

There is a world to be made. A whole life ( Read more... )

I am never going back. I am never, ever going back.

It didn't even have to click in my head. It just is.

I've decided that I don't want to be happy. I don't want to search for it. People, myself included, say all they want out of life is to be happy. But then, I've realized, you will always be searching for it. Happiness does not last. As sadness does not last, neither does happiness. I just want to be content. I want to be mostly satisfied ( Read more... )

Occasionally, my horoscope stops me dead in my tracks. Today, it just raises my curiosity ( Read more... )