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 Sometimes I feel like I am left behind, like everyone is out there enjoying life, and I am bored with a ball in my throat wanting to yell and scream out loud so it can go away!!!! i'm alright, but why am i doing all this for? esp when i'm not having any fun, I feel like I forgot how to have fun already. Like mentioned previous entries before I ( Read more... )

 Lately, I've been feeling a bit down, very lazy and like i'm not a good person, all that for no apparent reason at all. I know I was stressed over my car being in the shop and me not being able to go anywhere and being stuck, I think it started then, but then I'd be lying if I really thought it was then, you see it has been in my head a couple of ( Read more... )

Analytical thinking: how is it that if God meant for us
to be naked but then after eating from the tree of knowledge
we became aware of our nakedness and covered-up, then why is it that
now that we are covered-up society is so sex driven?

Have you ever met someone that gets lost in their past and then you feel like you are just in the way? you feel invisible in the present because you weren't part of those memories. And then you wonder, how often do they think about the past? And the actions you take forth on a regular day to day basis, and the tendencies that you are born with... ( Read more... )

sometimes you feel like you just don't belong. and you find yourself feeling bad for comparing yourself to the worth of others. then you begin to ponder... why is it that their advantages make you feel just a little less at times? then you remind yourself that this type of level of mediocracy and class the government created was meant to keep us ( Read more... )

In certain situations you have to pick and choose your battles or don't battle at all. I prefer the latter. As of now and the last time I wrote in this I've been working at a job that's not necessarily bad but it's now making me want to shoot myself in the head at times. Right now I am fine not that bad at all...not too shabby. I feel a bit sick or ( Read more... )

She projects a "look-how-together-i-am!" facade, but every once in a while you get a glimpse of the anxious little girl behind the curtain. So she comes across as tough but also fragile, organized but flaky, adult but juvenile, sweet but slightly raunchy, and-most of all-intensely determined to be taken seriously, but just a little bit worried that ( Read more... )

Sometimes we put up walls, not to keep ppl out..
but to see who cares enough to break them down...