so i went in to get my wisdom teeth out today ( Read more... )

surgery is in 8 hours and 45 minutes.

yikes, yikes, yikes!!!!!!!!

i'm seriously freaking out. ive had 3 or maybe 4 kidney stone surgeries,

why am i afraid of getting my WISDOM teeth out?!

i seriously have butterflies.

like fer real.

at least i get to have my boyfriend there with me.

and i get to have him sleep next to me every night!!! ( Read more... )

theres no exception to the rule.

i dont even know why i update this thing anymore.

some people really amaze me.

change. is. in. the. air

gotta go get ready for dinner w/ my family.

wisdom teeth are out tomorrow morning.

9:45 bitchessssssss.

in the beginning of the school year i start off

determined,

ready,

willing,

able.

5 weeks into it i cant even study.

ive been looking at my books for like 2 hours.

and i havent done ANYTHING.

i want to. i need to.  but i cannot.  i can only think of how tired i am....

i better find some motivation. or some sort of focus.

ahhhhh. sigh ( Read more... )

i have been pretty worthless the past couple of days.

yesterday i did NOTHING, then showered, and went out to dinner with erin.

it was really good to see her. i missed her a lot. its funny when you've been good friends with someone for a long time, and havent REALLY talked to them or seen them in months, and the moment you are together, its like ( Read more... )

it really feels like fall here in good ol' iowa city.

it smells like it too.

ccccriissssppp.

fall has always given me a very hallow feeling.

i had this conversation once with ari. weird.

i feel very out of place.

except with patrick...

julzzie bear i wish you lived here. or we saw each other more.

i need another person who ( Read more... )

so heres a quick update:

- there was no 'get obliverated' night. fell through.

- i dont have a job anymore. i hate the fucking university hospital. at least 6 roy carver west. suckers. i quit because they are pieces of shit and i HATE working 3rd shift. it's such a shitty feeling to go to work at 11pm and not get done until 730am.      ~ i think ( Read more... )

tonight marks 'get obliverated' night.

alcohol + lindsey, tarin, & courtney = muchas fun!!!!

i'm not sure if i want to drink though,

i'm still kinda 'alcoholed' out if you know what im sayin.

even though a lot of people didn't want to come out on my birthday because it was on a sunday,

it ended up being EXTREMELY fun.

we went to studio, ( Read more... )

so its finally my birthday weekend.

and i'm not really excited. at all.

tonight, i am going out shopping w/ my mom & sister kt then probably to dinner.

tomorrow night, we're having a bbq at my sister jessie's new house in north lib.

and sunday, my birthday, i've got nothing.

every year it seems as though i am always let down. i don't like ( Read more... )

tonight consists of:

-grilling out w/ my mom, sister kt, & grandma.

-showering & getting ready for the night (basically, just showering)

-taking flowers & a card and putting it in patrick's jeep while hes at work, so he can have a nice 'i'm sorry for being dumb' surprise. << i'm a girl, and i'm moody, i hate it ( Read more... )