It's funny how 7 months ago I was so unsure
Today It's still the same feeling.
Uncertainty.
Not sure Ive ever felt entirely certain about anything in my life.
I'm a such a fucking creature of habit.
Its a different book with the same story.
Over and over.

Flying to Nebraska tomorrow ( Read more... )

I thought things were going just fine....

Today was the first stress free day at work Ive had in weeks.
Halloween was alright. Spent it with Scott and his pals at the Wild Hare.
This weekend was pretty weird.
A year ago saturday was Baumers last show.

I really wonder how things are going to turn out. Blah I have major cramps.

Im eating a piece of Zoe's cake and it is the bombilicious ( Read more... )

My dog is so dang stubborn. Its unbelievable ( Read more... )

I was just thinking about what i was doing two years ago around this point in time. An insane shit ton of stuff is different. Ive really found about a lot about myself. I despise being alone. Im capable of taking care of a dog. I just found her under the bed trying to eat one of those pumice foot stone things....jeeze ( Read more... )

Im not where i wanna be.

In a weird fucking mood.
Not diggin today one bit.
Hate feeling sorry for myself.
I can not stand Deans Guacamole.
Shit should be illegal.
Oh the sc employment commission are a bunch of asses.
My coworkers...I wish they would work.
Beulah sheds way too dang much.

My weekend has been pretty rad thus far ( Read more... )

"now the smoke factory's goin to make me disappear.
puff by puff.
my sweet little princess nicotine.
im gonna die father, like everybody does, you know even the rich people."