by the way....

i HATE guys and everything they stand for!

i have realized i truely have no one. no real friend to talk to. no one i can love ( Read more... )

can i just say....

i miss him with every fiber of my being.
he means so much to me...
i think i love him.

i learned along time ago that no one truely cares about your feelings. that you just need to look past yourself and consentrate on others hurts and pain, but for some reason its all not working this time. its all catching up with me. and i can't shut up. i can't shut up! incase you haven't noticed. lol. i mean look at my past entries. evything is ( Read more... )

i need i need i need
to escape
from this
from this shit
from the shit talkers
from the truth

life sucks!

i keep reading over my last nites entry, tryin to make real sense of it. i know what i ment but the wording is a little crazy! it just shows you my disorientation from the random thoughts in my head. i don't want to call them thoughts of pain or hurt because i guess they are just thoughts that make me think. (i hope that made sense ( Read more... )

i wish someone could calm these thoughts!
someone can
but he is far away.
just my luck!

everythin is not right ( Read more... )

blah blah blah first day of school blah blah blah i was hyper blah blah blah like i am now!

i am bored. and i can't sleep!

hey! i wanna fuckin cigg!