i am supposed to be happy ( Read more... )

i have to bottle up my emotion, and keep it all in, but you, my friends, may pour your heart out to me. i will be hear to listen. i swear this. i know it is never the same way for me to you. it has always been this way ( Read more... )

Life has become busy all over again and you might just want to hide from the hectic pace. Unfortunately, you cannot; you must play your part in your local network of family and friends. It's not so much that others are leaning on you for what you must do. More likely, they need to know that you are present and participating, for they want you as ( Read more... )

well the day just started. i helped clean heathers room today. last nite (well it was like 2am)we re-aranged her room. its even cooler than it was before! lol.

antwon called me to day. [yay hooray! yippity skipity!] lol. from a pay phone. there was no time limmit like 3 mins that turns into 2 then 30 secs! lol ( Read more... )

i have made so many mistakes, and i can't take them back. i am pretty sure i didn't hurt anyone else w/ my mistakes, just me. (i hope that wan't slef-centered and wrong) i no i got problems. lol. but alot of it is well.... i am not gonna lie to myself.. yes, yes it is my fault. cuz i didn't say no, cuz i didn't speak up, cuz i did everything all ( Read more... )

why have i been fuckin thinkin about the shitty past?! just all the sudden all random. and i HATE it! its not fare!

every nite when i am laying down to go to sleep, all these thoughts (bad thoughts) rush to my head! and i hate it. i can't stop them. they are all bad memories! grrrr!

MYSPACE ISN'T WORKING! WHY DOES TOM DO THIS TO ME?!?!

haven't had a cigg in forever! yay? thats a good thing. i am quittin til further notice! lol.

grrrowl! ppl suck! i am bored. and ppl like to make me mad! and i duno what to write. lol.

just grrrr!

i have a myspace by the way.

www.myspace.com/sexyitch89

check it out. be my friend!