"...some things tie your life together, slender threads and things to treasure
days like that should last and last and last..."

I haven't posted in the past couple days because things have just been...well, depressing ( Read more... )

yeah it's easy to forget
You choke on the regrets
Who the hell did I think I was?

"...You know the one thing you're fighting to hold
Will be the one thing you've got to let go
And when you feel the war cannot be won
You're gonna die to try what can't be done..."

aaaaaand...you need to watch this :)http://poststuff5.entensity.net/

It has recently come to my attention how fake people are. You think you know someone, and then you constantly find out things that just make you see their true character.
You need to pick one of your two masks and stick with it. But regardless of which one you choose, I don't need this in my life. Sucks.

Things are final. Its the end now. I only mourn for how easy life used to be, how things were. But they will never be that way again, and its time to learn to accept that. I think today is the first day that I can breathe deep and honestly say that I'm okay. I made it through and I'm still here, I've still maintained my mental sanity. I really am ( Read more... )

the depression continues throughout today. Nathan is really busy lately with car stuff and doesn't seem to have the time to give me. I'm rather dissapointed...and lonely :( What do I do now?

"Where were you, when everything was falling apart.
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came..."

I've been feeling really weird lately...I have moments where I'm so happy because I have a great guy that treats me wonderfully and awesome friends. And then I fall into a short depression where everything seems bleak and there is no hope for anything. I think I'm just in a strange spot in life where I have truly realized that I have cut all ties ( Read more... )

"Burn it down till the embers smoke on the ground ( Read more... )

Nathan Eli Steinke & Nina Elizabeth Cassel
January 30, 2009 - ;)