i felt so bad, i know i am hurting you all along.
i dont know what else i can do to make you feel better.
we seem as if we are not even close at all.
is that a mistake?
or its just a way to let us see what we had been doing all along?
i dont want it to be like this but seriously, everything is not within my control anymore.

i am trying my best not to get tempted. i am trying very hard to stop thinking and trying hard to lead my life as usual ( Read more... )

i wanna pour everything out, i feel damn shit, i feel damn loser.

went town to catch up with ukei in the afternoon.
settled down at bakerzin and we had alot of food, like 2 set meals, 2 cups of coffee and 2 slices of cakes.
i can only say the cakes were good but the food was alrighty.
slacked till 5plus then we decided to walk around.
settled for presents and she came over to my house for some food before taking cab ( Read more... )

i am feeling so bored, like seriously.
after coming back from penang, there seems to be no training and what the hell, i feel damn free.
damn contradicting i know.
i can just sit in front of my laptop for the whole day and i dont even know what i am doing.
i am supposed to meet ukei in town in about 1hrs' time but i am seriously not moving my butt at ( Read more... )

I AM BACK FROM PENANG!
it rocks! hahaha

i feel dumb ( Read more... )

"Mad"

Oooo oooo oooo
Oooo oooo ummm

She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking
Ummm Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming (Oooo)
And now yes I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me,
all that that means is neither of us are listening,
and what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting

So both of ( Read more... )

so tmr night, all of us will be meeting in sim at 8pm for our long waited penang trip! i think its gonna be damn fun cos after regatta, the team gets to bond more with each other and this time, we are going to be there for 5 days, imagine days where we will see each other almost every day? even though this is almost what happened to us when we are ( Read more... )

SENTOSA WAS GREAT!
will post pictures soon once i uploaded and get it from others!
:D