so i left my wallet on top of my car the other night packed with money to drop off from a 1 day loan for my rent. i thought it was all done for and the stress from having to get a new everything and replace the money in it was horrible. i couldn;t find it and just felt like a idiot for losing it ( Read more... )

i am pretty sure that i misspoke when it came to my future and now it has yet to call back, which is the least it could fucking do or have done. That one fucking call a minutes of time to say yeah it happend you where not played. I was ahhhh i am a dope big dope. I bought it all ( Read more... )

i am as lost as ever

i have changed alot in my life and yet the distance i have put myself between and all the things i hate i have stubbled apoun once again.

i walk in circles

so walmart losing my keys to my car during an oil change lasting 7 hours till a locksmith came and made keys is the continue to this year fucking sucking. i guess i should have done it. Nothing seems to go right ever ( Read more... )

"There is no sunken treasure" this line is on my mind.

the new wilco is on constantly for good reason ( Read more... )

oh man this past week has been suck. Working over 12 hours a day and half of it is for less than 4 dollars and hour. Never bid to low is the new motto i think. If they feel the bid is to high it isn't worth our time. Next week should bring some more side work ( Read more... )

tim came over last night and it was awesome cause tim,mike,ben and i all talked till and or past 4 am about awesome shit.

work sucked but ben and i also did an estimate today and have some paiting to do and mike is helping so its gonna be rad.

today was hard but i tried to ignore what today was.

my fucking back is killings me. the pain went away for a couple days but has come back again. I am really not looking forward to this is the future. its been more than a year now and its getting worse as time goes on. i think i am gonna start taking hot baths ( Read more... )

well now, life as i know it is seems very dull right now. It how ever really is not, but its just one aspect of my life i am getting used to. I really hate it, i am singular now totally free and of no attachment. I hate that actually, and getting used to it for me is really hard cause i hate it so much. to be honest as of late its been very much in ( Read more... )