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dear livejournal,
I cheated on you, but I'm not sorry. I love your layouts and all, but c'mon now - i have to be a member to get the cuter ones? I'm sorry but that doesn't work out for me & besides, my name sounds like i'm super otaku but cherry blossoms are REALLY pretty.
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hmmph.
sometimes life can be so unfair that you practically have to deal with whatever it throws at you. it's not perfect but we'd like to believe it is. everything in my life is stressing me out at the moment, & i mean everything without leaving any topic out. family, friends, relationship, school, it's all hectic but i'm trying to keep up with it.
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I hate to admit that I hate Kay Jewelers commercials because all the people are happy & smiling when it's actually just the director's action. -___- so valentine's day is next wednesday & ehhhh i hate the fact that people always have to be so stereotypical and propose to their fiancee on VALENTINE'S DAY. i mean wtffff how does that make it so ( Read more... ) -
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So it hit me that it might rain next Sunday and that's the LAST THING I'd ever want to happen because I'm going to the happiest place on earth on that day! -___- So I'm really hoping & praying that the rain will just move somewhere else ^_^ Just for that day at least <333. Rain rain go away... =/ & besides! It's not APRIL yet so why does the rain ( Read more... ) -
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Life's more bumpy these days than I expected.
School's stressful but I'm holding up.
I'm held back from what I want to feel.
I'm judged for every single thing I do.
I'm imperfect and people want me to be the opposite.
It's so easy to say it's going to be okay, but is it?
I belong in a mental institute. No doubt about it.
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TIME: 2:44 PM
So, I don't want to get all emo about the numerous things that are going on in my life right now, so I'll try to put positive outputs of what happened [although I won't describe ALL of them with great detail].
SCHOOL
It's a struggle but I'm desperately trying to deal with it & make the best out of it. I've been to lax lately with ( Read more... ) -
sigh.
I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a failure. I'm not a ( Read more... ) -
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So lately I've been becoming very forgetful about a lot of things & it's really starting to worry me because I'm coming to the conclusion that I'm more in some kind of "forgetful" mode now than I was even way back then. I don't know if it's temporary or some kind of damage or effect but I'm fearing of the day I might wake up blank & realize that I ( Read more... ) -
Happy New Year!
Finally... it's 2007 & all I want to do is make the best of it. I'm currently at my cousin's house just using his computer & having a drink while at the same time dealing with this awesomely gayyy headache -__-. School finally starts tomorrow & I have to wake up early just to catch the bus & the subway, etc. Sigh... not the greatest thing in the ( Read more... ) -
10 days until Christmas!!!
First of all I'm deeply sorry for that last entry you guys ;] But I had to vent out a lot of things on my mind because it's been pissing me off. -____- SOOO! We only have a few days left until Christmas & I've been trying my hardest to come up with money to buy my sisters their presents. -___- I NEED A JOB BADDDDD!!! I probably might apply to ( Read more... )