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hahaha... neat... but 2039?! hmm... I doubt that.

You say it. Not anything specific. But you open up. Half-heartedly joking about your own sillyness, whatever. But fully serious, completely. Get up the balls to speak about whatever it is that has been so scary. But the reception isn't that great, makes you feel stupid instead of okay. Shouldn't though. You're own expectations of what the ( Read more... )

Maria
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It's hard to believe another person is listening. Or that they care. It's hard to "open up." It's hard when they don't say what makes you feel better. It's even harder to say you're not okay. It's hard to say "I feel left out." It's hard feeling not good enough, not knowing what is expected, feeling like there are expectations. It's hard ( Read more... )

Some red wine smells like bread, or stains the mouth a deep purple. My toes ache from being scrunched into clearance rack work shoes, and I had to work till 1030 tonight. I have a bump on my eyelid, on my nose, on my shoulder. I did pilates yesterday. And ate two pieces of cake today. I don't like cake, but I've always wanted an ice cream cake ( Read more... )

Do I really need an excuse to live in complete delusion? Hmm... I'm tired. And mornings make me tremble.

Written some time ago... Within the past week or so... But never got finished or posted ( Read more... )

Du sprichst ohne sprechen.

-What I would say to you-
OR
-Confessions-I am an asexual polygamist ( Read more... )

Dreamt I was going to San Fransisco, by way of Berkeley. And I was so happy. So happy to not go to Spain. Teared up during the morning masking session.