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I had the most wonderful day yesterday, but it disappeared just as fast. I don't understand.

$150 gone ( Read more... )

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So today was even better! I ran four miles with Jesus and the OA xc team. Came back and chatted with Mr. Hoshi, Ms. Gibb, Marissa, Mrs. Smith, everyone. Took the boys to my place to go swimming, watch Chad what's-his-face, the whitest guys you know, and more oddly hilarious videos. Ate spaghetti. Went to work. It was just me and my boss, and I sold ( Read more... )

Work was amazing today. First of all, I wasn't even scheduled to work, but Erich said come on in. So after staying up at Priya's house, watching House, Friends, and Land of Women (which, by the way, made me fall in love with that Brody guy... and glasses), I woke up, threw on some of her make up (I really need to go buy some white shimmer powder ( Read more... )

Last night you said I probably shouldn't wait on this apology if I wanted things to get better. So I guess you want it now rather than later, sooner rather than better. I didn't really have a clue how I was going to do this anyway. I thought I could show you little by little through my actions and my words, but those take a long time. So my ( Read more... )

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This past week deserves a much better header than "hawaii," but I'm tired and really should be unpacking. Instead, I'm here blogging because I really must tell you about my psychotherapist Kim. (:

To start off, I just have to say, Hawaii has the most amazing beaches. I really and truly appreciated them this time just because of that one night. ( Read more... )

There's a letter in my journal. And so many songs in my head. I woke up remembering. It feels like, if I could just talk to you normally, it would be as if I never lost you. I prayed to wake up with feelings. I'm still figuring out if it worked.

i'm not coming back
(forgive me)
i've done something so terrible
i'm terrified to speak
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