without music, life would be a mistake ( Read more... )

all we know for sure
amidst this fading light

is nothing.

for the cabaret synthetic
boys with razor sharp hips
and your poor
poor
[dancing hearts]

we just like the joy of sound
sickly squeal the coke babies
oh overflow
roam free after sunset
in the dust that was the city
sat your unused tab note
i want to paint your vanity

send me a postcard, darling.thursday night was the ( Read more... )

mood - dazey
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i guess i feel alright today. ive spent the past hour and half trying to get some sleep. between looking at the clock, covering my ears because my moms tv is too loud, and covering my head because the sun is too bright, i havent had time to feel too anxious.

meet you at the botanical gardens
swim in the marsh, my friend

i want to do so many things today. i want to go to millenia and olive garden and a bar. i want to buy clothes and cds and dvds and cheese. i want the day to draaaag on.

this is very hard. and whats worse is i dont have anyone to talk to ( Read more... )

why cant i be ok? why cant i feel ok? i just want to feel ok.i just want to feel ok. i just want to feel ok. i just want to feel ok. i just want to feel ok. i just want to feel ok. i just want to feel ok. i just want to feel ok. i just want to feel ok. i just want to feel ok.i just want to feel ok. i just want to feel ok. i just want to feel ok. i ( Read more... )

im so lonely ( Read more... )

my mother is so fucking melodramatic.