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turning over a new leaf
Almost through the holidays, but not without gaining quite a bit. I've been sick and surrounded by holiday sweets leaving me to eat everything in sight and not being able to work out. I finally finished my antibiotic today, and tomorrow I plan to get my ass in to gear. Starting my New Year's Resolutions early. For 2014, I want to be healthy & happy ( Read more... ) -
the day
today is the day that i give up being healthy. i WILL be thin. even if it kills me. -
Why?
So I'm failing with my new years resolution: do what makes me happy.
I'm not happy and I don't want to go back to school. Im depressed and I think I had what could be considered something like a panic attack yesterday. I was in church and was in a seat where basically half the church could easily view how fat I look. I could barely breath. I got ( Read more... ) -
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Well I had about 800 net cals. I feel like a failure. I wanted to have about 500-600 and the extra I had was crap :(
To make it worse, my scale is highly inaccurate and I have no idea what I weigh. However, whatever it is..it's close to being clinically overweight. I feel like i could just die of embarrassment and disappointment.
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weigh-in
133 lbs.
Measurements
Neck: 11.5"
Waist: 28.5"
Hips: 37.25"
Thighs (Upper): 23.5"
Thighs (Lower): 15.5"
BMI: 22.1
I'm right on track with my goals.
Going spinning tonight. <3 -
scale talk
So both of my scales showed a drop.
My digital scale recorded me as 139.5lbs
My dial scale recorded me at approx. 130 lbs
However, I know i'm not 130 (and i've had previous problems with the dial scale)
It's about 7 lbs off, but i know that 7 lbs is too much right now because yesterday it weighed me at 139 with clothes and after breakfast.
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Cheers
Cheers to the good days! <3 -
Goals
I've done some thinking and here are my goals..
(Sorry, this is a repeat.)
By the time orientation training starts (Aug 22nd): 132-134 lbs
By the time classes start again (Aug 29th): 129 lbs
Fall recess (Oct 8th): 115 lbs
Family Weekend (Oct 21st): 110 lbs
Thanksgiving (Nov. 23rd): <100lbs
Measurements (Taken Aug. 6th)
Neck: 13.3"
Waist: 31"
Hips: 38"
CW: 142 ( Read more... )