i WILL be thin.

well i've given up on my liquid fast, but i will start after the new year. it's not like i've even eaten horribly. but at least i feel better if i do eat something. i've had 132 cals today and i don't plan to eat until someone makes me for NYE. i've got my nalgene full of water and hope to keep myself veryy hydrated and "full" of water ( Read more... )

well i got my period, so at least that explains why i've felt so gross and moody, and probably why the scale read 134 lbs this morning. for breakfast/lunch i had an apple and wheat thins with peanut butter and a few crumbs of christmas cookies that are being made. so its about 500 cals for now. while watching tv, i did crunches so i burned about 50 ( Read more... )

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how is it possible that i still feel like shit? i reached my 2nd goal weight 6 days early. i've been fasting for a day longer than i had planned and am definitely losing weight. everyone says so. why don't i feel like it? ugh, wearing a bikini all day SUCKED! it really lowered my self-esteem. i was starting to feel a little bit better about myself ( Read more... )

Okay, so i walked 3 miles in 50 minutes, thus burning 192.5 calories. I came home and did my ab workout, burning 80 calories. My total calories burned so far is 272.5cals. I'm hoping at some point later i'll do some yoga, which will be another 90 cals :)
nothing to eat so far! just water, water, water. i did take some green tea diet pills, so i def ( Read more... )

scariest friken thing that has ever happened to me!!!

as my earlier post states, i said i was going to take an epsom salt bath..and i did for about a half hour. i was super hot and sweating while i was in the bath but i didnt think anything of it since its hot out and i was in hot water. i go to get out and realize my heart is beating really fast, ( Read more... )

Okayy, so in an attempt to "trick" my body into losing body fat and get off the plateu, i'm changing the abc days around for the weekend. Today i had 500 cals so i'm the 200 cals that i was suppose to have today to monday. This is what my schedule is going to look like ( Read more... )

okay, so before i update about today, i'm going to enlighten you with how yesterday went ( Read more... )

Okay, so today has been awesome! I followed my plan exactly :) Ate an apple (45 cals) at 4:30, which was the first thing i ate since last night at dinner. Then i went to kickboxing from 5:30 to 6:30, gym until 7 (burned 87 cals on eliptical plus machines), and then had french onion soup (35 cals), and a salad (100 cals). Total intake of cals, 185 ( Read more... )