i got no cash, got no girl, got the world in the palm of my hand ( Read more... )

why do we try so hard and struggle so much if we're all going to die anyway? seriously, why do we put up with so much bullshit, and try so hard to succeed and to achieve an ideal happiness, if in the end none of it adds up to anything other than loosing it all? i mean, the only thing we know for sure is that we will die. so why bother ( Read more... )

 i really don't know why i write in this anymore... anyway, it's been three weeks, and i'm feeling better. :) i think i just miss having the company, and someone to always be there reguardless. i guess i dont want to fully let it go, cuase i really don't want to be without my best friend, which he really is. but i'm getting over it and that's a ( Read more... )

YUUUUP.

i wish i could sleep forever.

 i can't deny this shit to myself anymore.

i'm soo motherfucking heartbroken, and i dont even know what to do.

god fucking damn it. :'(

 i woke up at three this morning. then i woke up at five. i didn't sleep 'til sixthirty, and i was crying before i even got out of bed at nine. this is so fucking hard and i am so compleately heartbroken.  my stress level is through the fucking roof. i have two projects i havent even started and have to finish today, i just got my period, and then ( Read more... )

yeah.

i hate this.

my eyes were still all swollen the morning after. i can't believe that happened. i still don't know. maybe i shouldn't have let you kiss my neck today. maybe i shouldnt have asked to go to your house. i just want to be appart. i need my space. i cant seem to let you go. when you were going to give my house key back, im sorry i ( Read more... )

tomorrow's orientation. god damn it, i hate school. by the end of last year, i was so fucking happy to be out. i just gave up with everyone and everything there. i can't believe it's about to start again. i had a good summer though. working was sweet, california was b-e-a-utiful, and i just got to chill. i am going to miss this so much! i dont have ( Read more... )

well damn ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking sick of everything.