mmm.
drugs at my house this friday.
aka shrooms, powder & chronz.
it's going to be tight.
atleast six people are coming.
i hope i don't bad trip.
DELICIOUS!
xxx.

i haven't been home in like, four days.
i can't be home alone much.
i'm trying it out tonight, though...
life sucks. hardcore.
i hate feeling unloved. and unattractive. and underappreciated.
i seriously have nothing to say.

i know i'm young,
but if i had to choose between her and the sun;
i'd be one nocturnal son of a gun.

aha.
i'm watching 'are you smarter than  fifth grader?'
funny shit. and a lot of adults on the show are quite dumb.

i only worked 3 hours tonight.
i've been eating a little unhealthy lately,
and i need to get down to 125 so i have to start making better choices.
i went to the store and bought stuff to make salads, brocoli sprouts (so good for you...), ( Read more... )

you're a recipe for disaster.

meh. i guess i'll give a short update. livejournal has gotten quite boring, to be honest.
mom took me today and i got two new bras and 5 new panties. they're all
fucking amazing prints/colors/cuts. seriously. i was proud.
i got a pair of black jeans for work. we only had abit of time, so they're ugly.
i had to get a 9. not ( Read more... )

my life is ALWAYS LIKE THIS.
really high,
or extremely low.

why?
;[
why me.
i want a healthy balance.
i want peace.
inside and out.
i'm so far gone.

i said i would update;
but, i'm hurting so damn bad.
there are many things i plan or say i'll do.
too bad most of the time i can't get around to it.

bye.

i was going to update;
but i'm tired as hell all of the sudden.
i'm going to watch a movie & fall asleep in my blankies.
update tomorrow.
<3

i wanna give to you more than a love song can give, 
more than a feeling like this, 
more than a dim light upon the path you walk. 
more than the words can explain, 
more than the falling rain, 
more than the sun shines upon your lovely face.

she makes my heart skip a beat.
sigh.