i'm happy again.
for the first time in the longest time, i'm okay.
well, maybe not happy, but definitely content.

Yes. I really want to do a music degree. You say I'm bright and you don't want that to go to waste, but music is what I love. It's what gets me out of bed in the morning, what keeps me going during the day, and what lets me sleep at night. It's what I do. I wish you could understand that. People say it, but music really is my life. If you don't ( Read more... )

i've been reading a lot of poetry lately ( Read more... )

i miss you.

sometimes i wonder if i'm doing the right thing.

i'm sorry. i'm a bitch, i don't like being here. i just want to be alone for a while. is that too much to ask ( Read more... )

summer so far ( Read more... )

I should really post more. Here's a quick overview of everything since new york. wow. that was really almost 4 months ago ( Read more... )

well, i leave for california on wednesday. i hope logan keeps his word while we're there. i really do want to get together with him and do something while we're both there ( Read more... )

If only you knew what i really want.
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If you just knew what i've really been through, you wouldn't be so quick to judge me and then dump me off like damaged goods.
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You don't even know the half of it.
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I wish you would just call me so that we can talk. It might be like old times. I'm actually excited for California.
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I'm going to miss you. There' ( Read more... )